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18 July 2009 @ 03:13 pm
I've finally gotten enough photographs of my cats to warrant a post here, so... here goes!

CiCi's a special cat. She came to me just when I needed her most; she was a Christmas gift from God, if you will. She was exactly what I needed then, and almost four years later, she's still one of the best things that's ever happened to me. She's also featured in my icon. She loves napping. :D

This is the only digital photograph I have of her as a kitten, and probably one of the first pictures I ever took of her.


More under the cut! )

And just for kicks, because I absolutely adore this picture...

Fiona (the baby) and Vash (the cat). Fiona was born three months premature, and she is the daughter of my high school best friend (and her hubby, from Virginia). Fiona's lungs were developed enough that she could breathe when she was born. Basically, she was a miracle baby. Vash was adopted from an animal shelter, and quickly grew fat on his love for attention and bread. (He had been starving when he was brought into the shelter.) They're good friends now. Fiona is almost two years old, and Vash is almost three. :D

 
 
Current Location: Ohio
Current Mood: Happy
 
 
18 July 2009 @ 07:20 pm
 
 
18 July 2009 @ 01:08 pm
A year ago I wrote about the Facebook ToS.

I did, eventually, cave in and set up an account. It has, for what it's good for, been worth it. What I don't use it for is photos, nor original content (it has a "notes" area, which is sort of like a blog, and I've linked comments at HuffPo, and other such to my account, but nothing else which wasn't specific to a Facebook app).

People told me I was worrying too much. That Facebook wasn't going to actually take people's photos a make money off of them.

Right.

Facebook uses user photos for singles ads.

They say it's an opt-out program (already they lose points), but the plain fact of the matter is you can opt out, and they are free to ignore it. From other things I've read, if you authorise an RSS feed to link to your blog/flickr/etc., Facebook (to save time) pulls a copy of the articles/post/photos, to their servers.

Which would mean they own it.
 
 
18 July 2009 @ 11:57 am
We asked that nobody get us anything for our wedding but you just can't tell some people "no" and my family chipped in and got us a set of china which makes us all grown up and stuff now. So we had a tea party this morning.

You can't really have Vegemite out when Hennepin's around though.







We're off to the summer picnic at the Philadelphia Sketch Club. I think tomorrow we shall be serving high tea. I wonder if Hennepin will let us eat vegan cucumber sandwiches in peace....



Say something nice to someone for no reason today.
 
 
Current Mood: accomplished
Current Music: the drownout: The song that keeps mentioning the telephone
 
 
18 July 2009 @ 10:54 am
Oldest WW1 Veteran Dies

In some ways, if one is looking to wars to establish greatness, I'd have to say this was "The Greatest Generation". Henry Allington had a good run. He saw three centuries, six British monarchs,five grandchildren, 12 great-grandchildren, 14 great-great grandchildren and one great-great-great grandchild.

He was, as the bible says, "full of years."

Epitaph on an Army of Mercenaries


These, in the day when heaven was falling,
The hour when earth's foundations fled,
Followed their mercenary calling,
And took their wages, and are dead.


Their shoulders held the sky suspended;
They stood, and earth's foundations stay;
What God abandoned, these defended,
And saved the sum of things for pay.


A.E. Housman

Godspeed, Mr. Allingham, Godspeed.
 
 
18 July 2009 @ 04:27 pm
 My cats turn 2 today!

 

And this was them when I first had them.

 
 
Current Music: Katy Perry - One of the Boys | Powered by Last.fm
 
 

Tehran prayers.jpg

There were many significant images from Iran yesterday tied to Rafsanjani's much anticipated, and surprisingly pro-reform Friday sermon. Those images included photos of Mousawi being seen attending the event, as well as the photo alleging to show presidential candidate Karroubi being roughed up and having his turban knocked off.

I was drawn to the one above, however, published in a post of images at gooya.com. In several stories leading up to yesterday's event, I came across accounts in which young people -- planning to be in the streets on way or the other, but not having taken part in religious ritual for years -- were actually brushing up on their prayers.

The fact the prayer rug in the foreground is bright green could be completely coincidence, but the green scarf worn by the young man in the center of the photo is an unmistakable sign of the pro-Mousawi resistance.

Given the profound combination of political expression and primitive repression in Iran right now, it is fascinating to watch the reform movement patiently adapt its form and tactics by the week. At least at this point, it looks like the change is going to come from within.

(image: gooya.com)


 
 
17 July 2009 @ 11:11 pm
Technlogy is strange, and wonderful.

Do any of you use this Better than salt money on your phone?

I stumbled on it doing research for another post.
 
 
17 July 2009 @ 10:40 pm
Walter Cronkite, The Old Man of television news, has died.

I used to be a reporter (I like to think I am still something of a journalist), and I have a great fondness for Walter Cronkite. His voice, as with Edward R. Murrow had a ring of the authentic. He was The News, for as long as he was the anchor on CBS.

His narration of the space program gave it a tone, and tenor, which was cosy.

His coming to see the light at the end of the tunnel in Viet-Nam caused the president to say, "If we've lost Cronkite, we've lost tha nation."

So, I borrow someone else's tribute to another iconic figure.

Travis McGee's still in Cedar Key
That's what ol' John MacDonald said
My rendezvous's so long overdue
With all of the things I've sung and I've read
They still apply to me
They all make sense in time

Chorus:
But now I'm incommunicado
Drivin' by myself down the road with a hole in it
Songs with no vibrato
Takin' the long way home

Now on the day that John Wayne died
I found myself on the continental divide
Tell me where do I go from here
Think I'll ride into Leadville and have a few beers
I think of "Red River" or "Liberty Valance"
Can't believe the old man's gone

Chorus:
But now he's incommunicado
Leavin' such a hole in a world that believed
That a life with such bravado
Was takin' the right way home

So when I finished that last line
I put the book by itself on the shelf with my heart in it
Never wastin' time takin' the right way home
I know I'm never wastin' time findin' the right way home

Chorus:
Still I am incommunicado
Livin' next door to a leg with a pin in it
Life with such bravado
Is takin' the right way home

Tryin' to make it
Tryin' to fake it
Tryin' to take it home

Tryin' to make it
Tryin' to fake it
Tryin' to take it home

I know I'm...
Tryin' to make it
Sometimes I fake it
Tryin' to take it home

All I'm doing is...
Tryin' to make it
Tryin' to fake it
Tryin' to take it home

But now I'm incommunicado...


Jimmy Buffet.

And that's the way it is...
 
 
17 July 2009 @ 07:21 pm

"Silly human. You don't think you're actually going away for the weekend without me, do you?"
 
 
17 July 2009 @ 05:51 pm
Poor Frankenstein doesn't like the heat...



♥ Frankenstein ♥

+4 )
 
 
17 July 2009 @ 03:48 pm

Tribulation Force, pp. 60-63

So the second thing that needs to be said about this sermon by the Rev. Bruce Barnes is that it's not very good.

Well, to say that Bruce's sermon isn't very good would be like saying the Great Wall of China isn't very short. But it wouldn't have mattered much if this had been a good sermon, or even a great sermon, because the first thing that needs to be said about this sermon here is that it's simply the wrong sermon -- the wrong sermon at the wrong time, for the wrong audience, delivered in the wrong way.

That's not how Rayford Steele thinks of it. He sits in the pew anticipating another thrilling dose of his favorite sentiment: earnestness.

Few people who sat under the earnest and emotional teaching of Bruce Barnes could come away doubting that the vanishings had been the work of God. The church had been snatched away, and they had all been left behind. Bruce's message was that Jesus was coming again in what the Bible called "the glorious appearing" seven years after the beginning of the Tribulation. By then, he said, three-fourths of the world's remaining population would be wiped out, and probably a larger percentage of believers in Christ. Bruce's exhortation was not a call to the timid. It was a challenge to the convinced, to those who had been persuaded ...

Jesus is coming again again. It's a bit confusing to read this summary of "Bruce's message" before Bruce gets up and delivers that message, but it suggests part of the problem with what is to follow here. The paragraph quoted above comes immediately after the one that describes the congregation of New Hope Village Church as "grieving," "terror-stricken" and "looking for hope." So Bruce gets up to give a sermon that is, expressly, not for the timid, but for those already wholly convinced and persuaded and fearless.

To see how this plays out, let's skip ahead four pages to the introduction to Bruce's sermon itself:

My sermon title today is "The Four Horsemen of the Apocalypse," and I want to concentrate on the first, the rider of the white horse. If you've always thought the Four Horsemen of the Apocalypse was a Notre Dame football backfield, God has a message for you today.

This will again strike evangelical readers as reassuringly familiar. They're accustomed to sermons that start off with nervously jokey pop-culture references from 1924.

But those readers aren't just the intended audience for this book, they're also the intended audience for this sermon within the book. Bruce's sermon is designed to be read by pre-Event American evangelical Christians -- by people sitting comfortably at home, convinced and persuaded of their own salvation, their undisintegrated children contentedly watching Bibleman videos in the next room. For that audience, Bruce's sermon might make a warped kind of sense. But for the audience there, in the book, in the pews of New Hope Village Church, this sermon would be intolerably, cruelly irrelevant.

There's only one sermon, one topic, that this traumatized, grief- and terror-stricken congregation needs to hear on this occasion: "What Happened to Our Children?"

This is the only thing that would matter. The only thing. That would be true even to those in attendance who had no children of their own -- even to those who didn't even know any children. Missing children require an explanation. They require a metaphysical accounting. That need, that demand, transcends any specific connection to any specific child. When children are taken, there are things we all demand and require to know.

I moved to Everybody's Hometown shortly after the accident and I had lunch that week with a friend who serves as a pastor there. Five teens from the local high school had been riding together in a car that was going too fast to negotiate a notorious curve. Some of the funerals were at my friend's church. He was exhausted, beaten down. During the course of that meal, he cycled through all of Kubler-Ross' stages of grief several times over.

Five children in a town of about 10,000 turned out to be an unbearably high percentage. The families were distraught. The high school was devastated. No one in town seemed untouched or unaffected or unscathed. People needed answers and many of them were turning to my friend. He is a wise man with a rock-solid faith, but when I met him for lunch that day he seemed to want to run away or hide or beat the rock like Moses and scream at the silent heavens.

In the preceding 60 pages of Bruce Barnes' moaning and whining about his "heavy burden," he hasn't once mentioned this burden. He hasn't once confronted or been confronted with the unanswerable questions about the missing children -- where? how? why? -- or with the hollow inadequacy of the pat answers he has to offer in response. God took them. They're with God. It's all for the best, so there's no need to conduct or consider or even mention the possibility of funerals for the disappeared. Let's just quickly move on already to the business at hand of digging a really big hole for Pastor to hide in.

By not confronting any of that in his sermon, Bruce creates a situation in which the best possible outcome would be people walking out en masse. More likely, there'd be a riot. ("His God did this? Let's get him! Burn the church!")

Then again this is the third Sunday since the Event. Perhaps Bruce dealt with all this last week. But that won't do either. This is not a one-lecture problem in need of a one-lecture fix. Even if he did preach about all those missing children last week, what of it? They're still missing. Their empty rooms and their tangible, ever-present absences are still the black holes at the center of every family -- the all-consuming devourer of light around which everything else slowly orbits.

Bruce is eager to skip ahead to the next item in his End Times check list, to make some progress through the litany of judgments listed in the book of Revelation. That litany, we've noted before, is a variation on an older theme. John of Patmos assesses the Roman oppressor and suggests this Caesar is nothing more than the latest Pharaoh, so he invokes against him all the plagues of Egypt.

In LaHaye and Jenkins' reimagining of Revelation, they embellish that book's listing of the plagues, adding the one that's missing and reordering the list so that it comes first instead of last. And then they up the ante. It's not enough of a blow in their view for death to come to the first-born of every family, they have to take away every child.

They never grasp how this alters and undermines what Revelation presents as an escalating series of calamities. All the earthquakes and locusts and hail-and-fire-mixed-with-blood come across as wan and anticlimactic after every parent on earth has already been subjected to every parent's worst nightmare.

Go ahead and ask any parent, even the worst parent you've ever met, ask them which they would choose to have happen, if they had to choose: The inexplicable and instantaneous disintegration of their child? Or merely something like this:

... a great earthquake. The sun turned black like sackcloth made of goat hair, the whole moon turned blood red, and the stars in the sky fell to earth, as late figs drop from a fig tree when shaken by a strong wind. The sky receded like a scroll, rolling up, and every mountain and island was removed from its place.

That's the sixth seal of judgment from the sixth chapter of Revelation. It sounds bad, but not nearly as bad as the Event. Who really cares if "every mountain and island" is removed from its place after every infant and child has been removed from theirs?

The pages we skipped past a moment ago are filled with Bruce Barnes' long and rambling throat-clearing introduction to his sermon in which Bruce says, about six different ways, that he has something desperately urgent to tell everyone. You get the sense that if a large object were falling toward your skull, Bruce wouldn't just yell, "Duck!" but would, instead, say something like, "I want you to listen very carefully to what I'm about to say and not to dismiss it as the overwrought concerns of a religious zealot, but rather to appreciate my earnest sincerity and passion and to glean from that that attention ought to be paid to the desperately urgent warning I intend to deliver to you shortly ..."

Here's how Bruce begins:

I realize a word of explanation is in order. Usually we sing more, but we don't have time for that today. Usually my tie is straighter, my shirt fully tucked in, my suit coat buttoned. That seems a little less crucial this morning.

What Bruce ignores, probably because he's been re-reading Revelation instead of talking to any of his neighbors, is that the congregation is in even worse shape than he is. The Steeles may have "dressed for God" this Sunday morning, but the rest of these people haven't done laundry or shaved or slept since their kids disappeared.

Reaching for some kind of analogy for the unimaginable aftermath of the Event, I keep comparing it to something more familiar, like a mining disaster. We've discussed how communities faced with such tragedies do tend to congregate at churches. But they don't show up freshly scrubbed and dressed in their Sunday finest. They show up in whatever they happened to have on when they heard the news -- in jeans or sweats or even bathrobes hastily grabbed on the way out the door. This Sunday gathering isn't exactly like that, but it's far closer to that than either Bruce or the authors realize.

And that brings us to the strangest, cruelest aspect of this Sunday service and the sermon Bruce delivers: It's like a service after a mining disaster in which no one even mentions the miners. No one prays for them or for their families. No one discusses funeral arrangements or any other way for the community to acknowledge and begin to cope with the pain and loss. No one weeps with those who weep and no one mourns with those who mourn.

Once again we find ourselves up against a wall in reading these books. We can't move on without accepting the authors' framework, which requires them, and us, to work our way rat-a-tat through the discrete and unrelated events on the End Times check list. We cannot continue reading if we're going to dwell on the meaning or repercussions of events that have already been checked off. Nor will we be able to continue reading if we expect the characters in these pages to respond or react or change as a result of those over-and-done-with occurrences.

So, yeah, the kids are all gone. That's over with. It was in the previous book; this one's about the next thing. If Rayford, Buck, Bruce and everyone else in the world of this story can casually move on without giving those missing children a second thought then we, as readers, must be expected to do the same.

Other stories in other books persuade readers to go along through the willing suspension of disbelief. Tribulation Force insists on the willing suspension of the reader's humanity. It requires the reader not just to accept but to participate in the monstrous absence of empathy displayed by the characters and authors alike. The word empathy has recently become something of a partisan football, so it's worth reminding ourselves here of what the opposite of empathy is: sociopathy.

There's a monster at the end of this book. And if the authors succeed at what they've set out to do, that monster is you.

That's part of why one should only read these books slowly, in small, weekly doses, while pausing to scream at or mock every page.

 
 
Obama firefighters.jpg

Apologies to the White House, but this just gets me. On the exact same day New Haven firefighters ganged up  against Sotomayor in D.C., the visually savvy WH had the idea, playing tit for tat, to get the photo above on the wire.

Cute. First responders from NYC "one upping" the boys from Connecticut (the scene set at the Wall Street landing zone, no less!). But then, haven't we had enough of milking 9/11?


 
 
16 July 2009 @ 04:41 pm

The family in this story bought a house.

They saved up and paid for it. No sub-prime loans or exotic balloon-payment ARMs. No granite countertops or vaulted foyers. Just a nice, modest $89,000 piece of the American dream with an affordable, $926-a-month mortgage.

Then his job disappeared and now they're going to lose the home. But this family isn't facing foreclosure, they're facing repossession.

A few days before last Christmas, Tim Hall lost his truck-driving job. Brenda Hall wasn't working because she had to care for a sick child.



As they plunged into debt, they couldn't make their home payments. So they looked to refinance, or maybe take out a loan.



After all, they figured, they had that new home -- only two years old -- as equity.



Their nest egg turned into a nightmare.



They joined a growing number of the 5,000 mobile home owners in the mid-Hudson -- and some 70,000 across the state -- who are learning that their mobile home in their mobile home community isn't really considered a house. It's more like a car. ...



As for that $926 mortgage the Halls were paying — plus $426 lot rent?



That wasn't a mortgage; it was really a car loan.



And the home they figured would only increase in value?



"It simply depreciates, like a car," says Lewis Creekmore, deputy director of Legal Services of the Hudson Valley, who adds that "even without the mortgage crisis, we're seeing quite a number" of situations like the Halls. ...



Unable to pay off their loan and without equity for a new one, the Halls lost their home. Brenda Hall still can't fully understand it.



"I bought a manufactured home," she says. "You have to have insurance. You're making monthly payments. And all of a sudden you find out it's not a home?"

The needlepoint samplers are all wrong. It turns out it isn't love that "makes a house a home," it's the deed to the land the house sits on.

So, OK then, let's make these houses homes. Let's convert these cars into homes by converting all of these feudal mobile home "communities" and trailer parks into resident-owned communities -- into neighborhoods with houses that are homes, places where homeowners don't have to pay rent on or worry about eviction from the land on which their house sits.

When I say "let's" I mean "us" as in "We the people." As in the federal government. With taxpayer dollars.

Feel free to call this "stimulus spending" or "a massive new government program," but don't pretend it's going to add to deficits or wind up costing taxpayers anything in the long run. In the long run, we would all benefit.

What we're talking about here are hundreds of thousands of mortgages. Safe, boring, long-term loans that produce a safe, boring, long-term profit. These loans would all be fully collateralized by the land itself, and the people receiving these loans are all, by definition, A) responsible homeowners, who B) already have a track-record of making monthly rent payments on the same land. If the folks at FHA or FDIC or Fannie or Freddie can't figure out a way to turn those rent payments into loan payments while also turning a no-risk modest profit, then those folks need to quit their jobs and let someone competent take over for them.

It might not be dramatic, but this would have a stimulus effect by providing hundreds of thousands of working-class households with a small increase in their monthly disposable incomes. And being working-class families, they'll notice that difference, and they'll spend it.

The impact on the financial security of these families will be dramatic. They will no longer have to fear sudden displacement. A nice side-effect of that is another economy-boosting bit of stimulus. It will suddenly begin to make sense for these families to invest in their homes. And they will begin to do so.

But the story above illustrates the most significant economic implication of converting all of these landless "car"-dwellers into property-owning homeowners. A house that sits on someone else's land depreciates just like a car. It loses value over time. A house that sits on land owned by the homeowner appreciates. That builds equity for the homeowners themselves, improving their security and their lives, but it also builds equity for the economy as a whole. It creates wealth, which is the very definition of stimulus or economic growth.

Look at the Halls in the story above. They spent $89,000 for their home. It's now worth less than that. What happened to that money? It's just gone. Poof. The economy shrank by that amount.

Multiply that contraction by the total number of manufactured homes sitting on landlord-controlled properties and you can begin to get an idea of how these feudal communities and parks are acting as massive machines for the destruction of wealth. Sure, some landlords may be able to enrich themselves by operating these colonies, but no matter how much they're able to skim for their own bank accounts, it can't begin to offset the economy-shriveling effect of the cumulative depreciation of all of those houses.

Reversing that effect -- turning these communities into equity-building engines for economic growth while simultaneously improving the financial health and security of hundreds of thousands of Americans -- would be a large undertaking, but it would not be a complicated one, or a risky one, and it would save taxpayers money in the long run.

So OK, I've written about this a bunch of times and I am, obviously, quite taken with the idea. But what am I missing? I'm too much of a fan of this idea to step back and poke holes in it myself, so please help me out here. Play Oligarchy's Advocate and try to talk me out of this. Tear the idea apart. Highlight its weaknesses. Explain why it couldn't and shouldn't ever happen.

 
 
17 July 2009 @ 02:56 pm
One more baby Donut, on my husband's shoulder

 
 
17 July 2009 @ 02:54 pm
I was going through pictures and found this...baby Donut, circa summer 2002! He was so little and cute!


Donut today

 
 
17 July 2009 @ 12:54 pm
Goodbye my little rainbow.


I'm going to tell you a story, and although, like all good stories, there are some sad parts, it is a happy story. You have to trust me.

There was a cat. She was desperate and doomed, as were her children. One day she was kidnapped and her children taken away. The catmother never got over this, but she lived warm and clean and well fed and was no longer desperate nor doomed, though she was always a bit sad and a bit afraid. One day she died, but her children, far from desperate, far from doomed lived wonderful, beautiful lives because she had found for them everything a catmother could ever hope to give her children, and much more.



 
 
Current Mood: hopeful
 
 
17 July 2009 @ 12:20 pm
Pewter got a bite on his shoulder from the cat he chased off the patio, when he scratched himself through the screen door nearly 2 weeks ago. And it got infected. It required a trip to the vet. She gave him a sedative, something for pain, and an antibiotic. She lanced it, drained the wound, and flushed it out and applied an antibiotic ointment. $221 USD


Here's the boy in his Elizabethan collar. He's all ready for the Ren-faire going on in my back bedroom closet. (I do historical re-enactment and he's made a nest in the trains of my costumes!)

cut for general nasty infected bite wound after vet lanced it )
 
 
Current Location: At the computer desk
Current Mood: sympathetic
Current Music: Rush Limbaugh
 
 
17 July 2009 @ 11:03 am

Helmand blast.jpg

What I don't really get is the title MSNBC chose for this suspenseful photo in their "Week in Pictures" slideshow. It reads:

Last-second escape

A U.S. Marine of 2nd Marine Expeditionary Brigade runs to safety moments after an IED blast in Garmsir district of Helmand province in Afghanistan on July 13. Two Marines were killed in the explosion, which occurred as they tried to clear a route into the Taliban heartland of southern Helmand province. About 4,000 Marines are battling insurgents in a massive offensive launched in the south in early July to clear Taliban militants out of strongholds.

I get it. The Marine in the foreground escaped.

...But two of them didn't, which makes me think that the emphasis on the former is an example of the disconnect between these wars we keep getting ourselves into and the all-too-familiar tendency to deny or romanticize. And then, the piece of news evidenced by the photo -- threatening the dominance of images of U.S. soldiers in Afghanistan dodging anything but bullets -- is the vivid demonstration how the I.E.D. threatens to "level the playing field" in spite of our more than overwhelming fire power.

(image: Manpreet Romana / AFP - Getty Images)


 
 
17 July 2009 @ 11:06 am

Wootton Bassett.jpg

If this photo of a mass funeral convoy passing through the town of Wootten Basset doesn't end up marking a turning point in English popular opposition to the Afghan war (the Brits lost these 8 soldiers in a 24-hour period last week), it has certainly ratcheted up the tension over the Afghan"investment." The angle of the Getty photo not only captures the entire procession, it also suggests how the death toll is on an upward path with no end in sight.

And then, with American casualties also increasing as the result of the U.S. escalation, I can't tell if this kind of imagery -- amidst the noise of ultimately uneventful happenings like the the Sotomayor hearings or the G-8 summit -- has a better or a worse chance of capturing domestic attention.

(image: Carl de Souza/Getty Images. Wiltshire, England. July 14, 2009)